THE UNBEARABLE LIGHTNESS OF BEING, and the unbearable heaviness of not being

"Anyone whose goal is 'something higher' must expect someday to suffer vertigo. What is vertigo? Fear of falling? No, Vertigo is something other than fear of falling. It is the voice of the emptiness below us which tempts and lures us, it is the desire to fall, against which, terrified, we defend ourselves."

Milan Kundera (1929 - )
The Unbearable Lightness of Being


Mu pea lõhub valutada. Homme on eksam. Eesti nüüdiskirjandus. Motivatsioon jättis mu maha ja ma nutan teda endiselt taga. Lahkuminekud on alati kibedad. Eesti nüüdiskirjandus. Peatselt saabuv kesköö. Peavalu. Olemise talumatu raskus. Peavalu. Eksam. Peavalu. Nii palju kergem oleks, kui vihma sajaks.